Dear myself,

We've failed quite a lot lately. Partly I think it's because of that we don't know what we truly want. Yes, we had a dream once. But somewhere inbetween we thought that it would be just a dream. And that made us worked only at our smallest power.

We can't go on like this. We can't stay a failure. We have to move back into the game. We have to start walking again. I don't want to be left behind. Not again.

Dear myself, we have to work hard. Not only to make them proud, but... we would make ourselves feel better about ourselves.

That is such a pleasant thing, isn't it?

Dear myself, I'm tired of being a failure.